Bardzo fatalnie....

Hello...I´m back....But unftionately the same cind of news as last time...we have to much to do :( This week we had a polish test,tomorrow a histologytest and on friday biologytest...crazy...I allready know I will fail biology ,because I don´t have time to study for it...and the anatomy is fucked...because of all our other tests we have absolutely no time to study anatomy....We are doing the last part of the anatomycourse now (nr3/4) and the topic...neuroanatomy...It´s very hard I think...but many things have been hard in the past and somehow I´ve managed to pass everything so far...so maybe things will work out in the end ,impossible as it seems:)

We have started with a new game in the apartement now...we show eachother our balls and if somebody looks at them we are allowed to call that person gay and kick him....rather funnt actually...but cind of bad taste:)

So we don´t have a life at the moment (we have´nt had a life since september, who am I kidding)....we are studying interesting stuff...but tha pressure makes it boring...feels like we´re just jamming stuff into our brains without understanding it...But the first year is suppose to be like this I guess....

One good thing with not having a life is that our brains do+nt have to take the constant beatings of going out all the time...So in two moths when I return to sweden I can party for a moth strait without having to feel bad about it:) But of cause I have to work...so there will be litle time to party...but still...

But besides feeling sick all the time over school everything is super! Starting to get a bit fat...but I´m going to be a doctor, so I cind of have to:) Just waiting for the gray beard and backhair..

Until next time...Jestem ambitnym studentem!

Hello:)

So....seems like after a positive post on this blog a negative allways follows:) Now it´s starting to suck again:) Test after test after test....it never ends.....Stressed as hell now...So the mood goes in waves....one week good one week misirable. So now I´m on my way to the library...just waiting for my ipod to recharge...take a while...Now we have neuroanatomy....it is rather interesting..but as usual we have to learn to much in a to short period of time...so that cind of kills the interesting part. But now I know the anatomy of the whole human (exept for the brain and spinal cord)...just hope that I will pass the final exam...The final contains everything we have done for a year...and I don´t really remember everything I must confess....I think 4 people passed it last year...so I have to be among the 4 best in the whole class...so I don´t expect to pass..but I still hope of cause....Oh...now my ipod is charged....see you!

Looking bright

Hello folks:)
This week has been the greatest week since my february-break. I have done....nothing! Ok, two days at the library, but that does´nt count...And what is the reason for this? Haha...I passed both chemistry and anatomy! I can´t believe it! 5 people in my group passed chemistry and 8 people of 70 passed anatomy...so I am very proud...Ok, it´s still a long way to go..but this shows that it is possible to do this....before I could not see how I would be able to pass all the stuff we have got up our asses:) Feel bad for those who did´nt pass though...we have a hard time infront of us and they will not have the oppertunity to recover as I have...I have sleped and sleped and sleped:) So now I am full of energy and actually have some positive thoughts for a change. It´s like that here...when you pass the tests you feel great because you get something back for all the effort ..and when you study 24-7 and fail everything sucks...In some subjects you can know everything by heart and still fail...that sais more about the tests and teachers than about yourself...but that´s the way it is. Right now I´m studying for a biology test...heard it will be a sane test (not like the previous when everybody failed). So I should pass I think...after that it´s embryology,histology (the week after), and the week after that retake in latin,maybe biology retake,our third biology test out of four....so I will be busy. One good thing is that thay have given us the oppertunity to do the final exam in biology in september...Ok the summer is fucked, but it would have been destroyed eitherway because almost everyone failed biology in the previous year. So it´s cind of strange, teachers actually helping us pass! Sometimes it feels like the teachers wants us to fail...So now we will have some time to study for the anatomy-final and chemistry-final....and all the other stuff ass well....

I have moved into a new apartement a while ago...it works very well and we get along just fine...This is like the perfect apartement for us...3 people (all guys) with separate rooms...much better than the previous where me and casper had to share one room.

My room....




My room again:)





Started swimming once a week.









The spring is comming. This is the center (rynek)

Damn poland...

Hello. Don´t have time to write...but everything sucks at the moment....damn this is stressful! But I will post some pictures later on...have not given this blog up....just had a long break from it due to the retarded people handeling the transfer of my internet-account from my previous adress to my present (yes I have moved)...will post some pictures of my new place and som other stuff later on after all our tests...bye

Holiday!

So finally som free time:)have been free for three days now and I have slept through them all...it´s 15:30 now for example, and I´m in my pj´s still...drinking coffe and tewing on a toast. Life couldn´t be better:) Tomorrow we have to get up at 7 though:( We have our internship...but it´s just three days, 4 hours a day...not a big deal...but we don´t get to sleep the whole day.

Our break is for three weeks...but the lats week will be dedicated to anatomy and biology. The biology strts now and histology and something more I think...and two subjects disapear...so we have a difficult semester in front of us...shit! I thought this previous semester was hard...but according to students from the 2:nd and third year we haven´t seen difficult yet:(

Now the 9th Max is probarbly comming to visit...and the 10th Niklas is comming....so me,niklas,max and casper are probarbly going to Krakow to start with. Rent some trashy room in a hostel and party...I want to go to Auschwich too...but I don´t know what the others want yet...we´ll see. I will take some pictures during their stay and post them here...it will be alot of fun....

So the holyday is good so far...today we are working out and chilling...nothing exciting. Have good time and welcome back to my blog:)

Helloooooooo

So...just sitting in front of my computer doing nothing. It´s allways like this when a holliday is comming up. The last week you allways loose your energy. ...Got a few exams left, but nothing hard. But damn this week is going slowly...monday...tuesday...weeeeeeeeeeednesday...when is it going to stop:?! Haha...On friday I am done with the first semester! Cool....but the next one will be really crap....we will have twice the workload, and I have no idea how to manage...I am barely hanging on as it is...but on the other hand ...everybody is barely hanging on:) It will be ok...alot of work...heard that the second year is better....I´ve got internship for 3 days during the holiday...3x4 h...so not alot. But I think it´s enough...they make sure I get to do the things I´m suppose to do...Now we have got a living hell getting our "Indeks"es signed...An INDEKS is a small book that your teacher must sign at the end of every semester...so we have to run around like crazy people to collect signs...why can´t they just do this themselves as in normal countries?! The teachers knows who they have passed and not passed....why do we need a book with names?! So typically Polish...communism-remains....everything have to be signed and stamped by 200 people. It´s pretty funny...there are so many crappy jobs in poland...it´s sick! In the student dorm there are people garding the door, making sure no srangers gets in....they are there 24 hours a day.....and in school next to our psychology classroom there is a lady who hangs our jackets (not mine for some reason...she just decided she didn´t want to get up:) And what more....there are people carrying an overhead-machine...what cind of a job is that?! My favorite is the guy carrying bodyparts up and down the seller....and the woman taking care of our chemisty-dishes...I mean...we CAN do that our selves! But I´m not complaining. Now I´m a little bit tired...going to tke a nap...bye!

Long time no see:)

Hello.

Haven´t posted anything in a while....We haven´t had an internet connection since we first moved here...but now that has been taken care of...so now I can spoil my studies with long night surfing...great!

We just got the results from our anatomi-test (2 days ago) and fortionately (spelling?) I passed! That´s a great relief because now I can put my anatomy-books on the shelf for a couple of weeks...We have a tree-week hollyday comming up soon....That will be great! Me and Casper will stay here in Poland during that time...most people go home, but we thought it would be nice to have the oppertunity to explore the city, doing some fun stuff and simply NOT study! We are thinking about going to Zakopane to ski...just a weekend or something. We havén´t booked anything yet, but that woult be nice. One thing that is not as nice is my financial status...I´m totally broke...have to contact CSN:)

So everything is going just fine...anatomy is good...I passed my retake in chemistry and I´m just a few exams from my three week-holyday. That plus the fact that we´ve got the internet-thing working properly makes everything much easier...

We haven´t been able to do anything fun reallt since the last time I wrote in this blog...exept for the christmas break which was ok ....I went to sweden of cause ...but I had an anatomy test to worry about, so I couldn´t really relax...but now I´ve got the oppertunity to do that...and I will!

I will probarbly do one week of internship here in Poland during the holyday...I don´t really know yet since they haven´t told me if there is a spot avalible for me...but I have signed up and keep my fingers crossed...This means that I only have to do 3 weeks in the summer instead of 4....It´s good to have a week here because we will be allowed to do more things than in sweden...like taking blood samples and stuff like that...so that will be fun:)

I will probarbly have some frieds over soon....Show them the city and let them experiance the fucked up alcohol-culture they´ve got here.....HAHA...just the other day I saw three people entering a small store to buy 3 bottles of vodka (one each),one package of juice and three paper cups....that sais alot about Polish peoples drinking habits...

I will be a more frequent "poster" from now on....so feel free to read about my stay in poland on this blog...if you are interested:)

A picture of me with a beard:)

It´s gone now, so don´t worry!

I thought it was a fun experiment...

This is from inside our anatomy buildning.
The best looking buildning we have...almost no bullet-holes:)

A couple of Polish guys sleeping in a club. This is NOT an unusual sight. Happens all the time. Drunk fucks! And violent to:(

Me...inside the anatomy-building...the white coat is obligatory...I don´t really mind:) Looks cool....have to wash it alot though since we work with speciments several times a week....there are alot of bacteria which is not good for you...thus the white protective coat....I can amagine I´m scared as hell at the time this picture was taken....we usually are when we´re in this particular buildning....or maybe not...it might be after class:) Haha.....

Jestem fatalnie!

Hello...
Ok...I was happy when I wrote the previous thing...but now I feel crap. We have chemistry tests every week...And the last two was ok...not impossible....but I think I failed the last one though...but this time It´s sick....we will be tested on pretty much everything from high school and more. And nobody remembers theese things! Our teachers takes for granted that everybody allready knows everything...we are suppose to know all formulas by heart,all structures of all sugars,fats blabla....Theese test are for qualifying for the big exam....So we´ll se what happens. Everybody will fail except for maybe a couple of people I think. It has been impossible to study chemistry sice´we´ve had test every day this week....and the anatomy is beginning to get complicated to....we study every hour we are awake...can´t do anything else...but still we feel like retards. It´s sick. So today I tried to learn 1 year worth of chemistry in 4 hours...no great success!

Just when I felt that things were going my way ,passing the anatomytest and so on...everything just turns around ....Now...I´m truely fucked! But everybody is...so there must be a way. I will do my best, and that´s all I can do.

So this weekend will be dedicated to studying..haha! I´m looking forward to two whole days without tests...

Oh ,right. We are dissecting a man in anatomy-class now. It´s really cool! We were cutting and palpating differend structures today...cool. After class I voluntared to help carrying him back to the pool with formaline In which the cadavers lie between classes. That was interesting....we had to carry him and drop him in there....I got a hold of his head while the others took his arms and legs...and he´s heavy! With all the perservatives in his systems he weighs like 120 kg...We were scared to drop him in there to quickly....If we would have done that ,corp-fluid would had splashed up on us...urk! But it went ok...I got some hair on my gloves....:)

So..until next time....do widzenia!

I/4

Dzien dobry!
I am a "happy camper" today....Yesterday I passed my first test in anatomy...it´s the first out of four....and in the end we will be tested on all four parts:) I was very supriced when we got the results since only 15 out of 55 passed...so I´m very proud. But I can´t relax just yet..I still have 3 chemistry tests left and a number of other things...so I still have to study every day. But I am getting use to it. So now I am sitting in a café, drinking a latte and surfing the internet. After this I´m going to the library to study....The anatomytest was on bones,ligaments and joints of the body...everything...so now (thursday) we will star studying muscles I think. That will be a bitch!
I have a few pictures to post...but I´ll do it later on....Starting to look forward to christmas...I will fly home the 22nd of december...and back the 3rd...Everything is good...but I have forgotten the feeling of sleeping for as long as I please...I will do alot of that when I get home...the partying frequence has dropped to...no free time in the weekends. But I will make up for that to when I get home.

Until next time....do widzenia!

Starting to get rough...

Hello.
So...now I haven´t posted anything for a while...That is because we STILL do not have internet access...but we will call the internet company on monday...so hopefully it´ll work out. But what has happened since the lats time I wrote something...?hmm...We have been studying for our first anatomy exam. It is the first of four test that we need to pass in order to even take the final exam...It concists of a practical part and a written part. So the pressure is on. The last part before the test is the bones, ligaments,foramina and some nerves and arteries of the skull. This is the worse part so far....I never thought there would be so many parts of the human head. But hopefully it´ll work out fine. Chemistry classes will start soon...and that will be a bitch...hmmm...Oh! One cool thing is that we "played" with human heads in our last anatomy-class....it was very interesting and not att all as scary as you might think. We really got shopped of heads with brains,hair,eyes and so on...rather cool. So wer´re spending alot of time in our apartement at the moment...Studying nothing but anatomy.....but on the other hand the other subjects are rather easy and with less importance. They are only credit courses (pass or fail). So I´m not workingout as much as I did before...2-3 times a week tops...so that sucks a bit...and I haven´t been out clubbing for two weeks now:(....but we might go out tomorrow night....hopefully. Two weeks ago we had a preparty here in our apartement....it was great...we somket our water-pipe in our "lounge" and after that we went out. I´m really looking forward to my trip home in decdember. I fly from here dec the 21st and return the 3rd of january. So I will spend christmas and newyear at home...nice...So invite me to some cind of party on newyears eve:) Everything is fine and I´ll see you in december....

Do widzenia!


We just had to try our new water pipe:)

The library is a good place to study....no distractions.

This is like one view of the skull..when you turn it around its a whole different thing...and on the side...and after that you subdevide the whole thing in 22 pieces and add even more names...and off cause toy should know how they are put together,which berveres and so on which goes through the different holes...and so on....And this is just a small part of our first exam...haha! We have the whole skeleton with joints,lifaments.....and off cause we hace to remember this for our final exam in may...:)

Me and Hannah took a walk in the "forest" to calm our overheated heads:)

Hello!

So...I just wanted to say hello:) Have´nt written anything for a while....Yesterday we were out clubing again....it was ok....we really have to think about the next day now since we´ve got tons of studying to do....Huuuu..the anatomy:( Ok...I took some pictures of the apartement today...they cind of suck...but you can clearly see the differance....The place is cind of messy now since Hannah has to sleep on a madrass between mine and casper´s bed....the reason is that Ebba has some "male company":) So we put hannahs and ebbas beds together to form a double bed for them.....lucky bastards! So this weekend will be dedicated (what is left of the weekend) to studies....lots of things to do. But it´s rather interesting...at least the anatomy is...Hmmm...what to say more...we tought hannah to play guitar today..she is a very fast learner and now she refuses to shut up:) Everything is good....hopefully we will get a decent internet access soon.

I have moved into the apartement!

Hello.
The day before yesterday I moved in to our new apartement. There has been a lot of things to do....but now we´re as good as done...Yesterday was suppose to be "sensation white"-day....but we did´nt have the time to party since we wanted to get done with the apartement-stuff...So we spent the whole day doing that....First we went to IKEA and bought som furniture ect...the apartement was fully furnitured when we arrived...but we have thrown most of it out....So now the place looks completely different....I almost feel a little bit guilty being a student and living like this! The place is extremely nice! The pictures I posted before are no longer close to accurate...this is now almost a luxury-apartement....haha...I cant find other words....I like it. So now I am chilling in our "chilling room"...:) a huge sofa with tons of pillows.....I will take some pictures later....The only problem is the internet access...we have a wireless acces from the university (thats how close to campus we live)...but only in half the apartement...so we have to go out here to surf....and that sucks! So we will solve that problem soon I think...Today we have studied anatomy for 5 or 6 hurs or something...and still....a lot more to learn...We will be killed by the professor tomorrow..Damn we have to study alot here! And we have´nt even started with the chemistry yet....It starts on friday...and in between we have psychology,medical computer lectures,history of medicine,polish and latin. It´s sick! Tomorrow I think we will make our own speciements by boiling an arm or something...quite looking forward to it...cool. So if anyone wonders why I´m not online during the week it´s because of the internet access. Ok....now I´m going to sleep...school until 6 pm tomorrow...starts at 8 am....and after ....lots of anatomy studying.....

Do widzenia!

Apartement

Hello...jak sie masz?!

Yesterday I visited my new apartement for the first time....that´s right...I´ve got an apartement! The standard was way higher than I expected....it was´great! We payed a deposition and the first months rent....The apartement is full of furniture that we don´t want/need...so we will throw some away and buy some new stuff....keeping in mind that we are students we hope not to spend to much though....I took some pictures with my cellphone...they do not make fair impression of the absolute beauty of this apartement...but you will get an idea....In comparancy to my last apartement in malmo, this one is actually better....it´s sick but even though we are in poland an apartement like this is avalible....I could never guess.
Oh...we are going to live four people in this...ebba,hannah,casper and me. Me and casper will sleep in the big room while ebba and hannah will get their own bedroom...the remaining bedroom will proberbly be made into a walk-in closet, we are not sure yet. I will move in on saturday since I´ve got some studying to do...and tomorrow (friday) is the ceremony when we will be "dubed" and swear an oath...haha! The rector will be there in his "king of hearts" outfit...the dean and other important persons...we have to wear formal clothes...whih means suit and tie...It´ll be fun...we will skip chemistry...so now I´ve got another week to prepare for it...nice! Enjoy the photos.....Do widzenia! Na razie...

First day in school

Dzien dobry!
Today the academic year began...We had our first real classes and lectures. Today we had computer lectures,anatomy lecture,anatomy class(practical training). Tomorrow we will have psycholigy, history of medicine and polish language. Not so bad....Our schedule is rasther good ....of cause some days are heavier than others, but overall good. Today I came home at 18:30...so that cind of sucks...but I did have time to rest between classes today.

So...We began with a lecture in anatomy....lecture is when the proffessor talks and we listen...He did ask one question though...haha...a classmate had a hard time staying awake...so he got to answear a question...he answeared correctly though...In the anatomy-classes we are divided into smaller groups and gets to look at the bodyparts we are learning about. today it was the spinal cord with the vertebraes (swe:ryggkotor). They are rather complex actually...more so than I expected. So we looked at some vertebraes and cind of learned the different parts and how they connect to each other,the ribs and sternum. Next time we´ll talk about joints I believe...and next time we are suppose to know all the parts of the spinal cord and so on...So now I will do some studying of anatomy...and if there is time I will do some chemistry too...it starts on friday and we are expected to know quite a lot....In about 3-4 weeks we will be done with the whole skeleton...and then we´ll start recieving bodyparts...nice. That will be very interesting...the dissection room is rather cool. Actually the whole anatomy-building is rather cool....much nicer than the other buildnings of the university campus...inside there are huge paintings of dissection and statues and pictures of old proffessors. Haha...we had our anatomy-class around a table which you put dead bodys on...I washed my hands afterwards...for some reason the windows were open when we arrived...hmm...I wonder why:) Everybody must wear a white laboratory robe in the anatomy classes...so we looked cind of cool when we entered the dissection room...everything around us was white,we were white and the proffessors were white....very cool. Almost like the sensation white-party I will attend soon:) That is roing to be rad! Like I said before...now I have to do some studying....believe me...you don´t want to fall behind...cause the teachers will notice and they will make your life much harder...so I want to and will be prepaired for every class. Until next time:

Do widzenia!

The robe....

Dzien dobry, Jak sie masz?

Yesterday we were out partying again.....First we went to a place called Paparazzi, a nice pub...after that Maniana which is a latino-club and finally we went to Datona (club). It was a great eavning with lots of beers:) The picture is from Datona....

So I have spent the whole day feeling sorry for myself....but I managed to travel to a medical store through....I bought a laboratory-robe...it´s impossible not to look sexy in it!:) I had to buy some latex-gloves to...so now I´m fully equiped:) We had lunch in a shopping-mall....a huge steak with three different sauses...french fries a a huge orangejuice...nice! Expensive...but I needed that today. So now I think I will do some serious chilling....a white wekend for me...I think it´s time to start preparing for chemistry and anatomy....just have a quick look in the books so that I know what they are talking about on monday. The professors speaks poor english as I have mentioned before....Actually looking forward to monday´s classes...The anatomy professor is very strict I have heard...so I´m a litle bit worried about that...but it´ll be fine:)

Until next time...do widzenia! Na razie!

Kracow

Jak sie masz!

I have spent my weekend in Kracow....so I´m going to write something abot that:)

The buss picked us upp at 7 am and drove us for three hours to Kracow on the bumpy polish roads. I must say that Kracow is a much nicer city than Wroclaw....the houses are i9n better shape and there are a nice atmosphare....We began with a guided tour (lots of churches)...after that we had dinner in a restaurant (all of us) ,rather tasteless.....But after freshing up in our hotelroom we hit the town....We went to a bar called Paparazzi first where we drank beer...after that we went to a club called franco (or something like that)....that was a great club....Clubs here in Poland are better than the ones I´m use to back home....We were woken up around 10 am after ust a couple of hours of sleep to find that we were late....everybody were allready outside...we did´nt get that information. So we went on yet another guided tour smelling like the club we attended the night before:) After that we had some time on our own....we ate pizza and fell asleep on a lawn....3 hours in the buss home and now I have got a good sleep. Oh...almost forgot....we visited a synagog...haha...all men had to wear a jewish hat (do not know the name). We looked rather funny...the pictures are from my cellphone....of caurse there are more pictures ,but I have´nt bathered to collect them from everybody.

Dzien dobry!

Hello...and jak sie masz!?
Today has been a very nice day....after bilogy-class I went to the gym and worked out...nice. After that I fell asleep for tree hours on my "bed"(more like a table). When I woke up I felt quite fucked up. But the reason why I´m posting this message is that I want to tell you that I will go to the "sensation white"- party in october. Aparently (spelling?) whis "party" is really cool....everybody is dressed in white and there are thousands of people...It´ll be sick...thinking about ordering tickets tomorrow....I had fierce teacher the other day....damn....head of the biology departement....We sat there and tried to hide for three hours strait...but what we did´nt know was that she could smell fair...so of cause I had to go up to the black board and solve a problem which she knew I could´nt (thats why she put me in that situation). But we were all "killed"...thats her way of teaching. Afterwards she told her colegue (in polish) that we were stupid:) So it´ll be interesting having her as a teacher in Biology which is one of the two most difficult subjects the first year.....So I am shivering...and will continue doing so until I pass the exams or get sent home as many others before me. But I am still positive...if I manage to pull through this first year I know I will become a great doctor.

Do widzenia!

Bananaflies

Ok...my room smells,looks and feels(?) like shit! We live two persons in a 19 square meter room...so you can only amagine what it looks like after a while. I have given up at this point...it´s not worth the trouble cleaning up after me....cause ten minutes later it will look the same. I just discovered that we have about 1000 bananaflies in our trash-bin. I got goosebumbs...it´s discusting! I want to move out of here as soon as possible...fortunately we may be able top land an apartement soon. Let´s hold our fingers crossed (and toes)! So...it´s 24 degrees outside and I started with the biology-calsses today. It was all right......we´re going to have a very feared teacher in a couple of days...I´m not looking forward to it...but I´ll proberbly live....I think:(

Do widzenia!

Golnaz birthday

Hello again!
Yesterday we were out partying again...this was the third day of party in a row. And next weekend were going to Kracow to party some more:) We visited a new club (new to us) which was great...very crowded and nice in every way. So this morning I was sleeping very heavely when ebba and hanna woke me up to go sing for Golnaz (it was her birthday today). After eating cake and playing happy birthday on the guitar I fell asleep again and woke up around 5 p.m.....nice. We took a taxi to the center and ate at a restaurant in which the chief was swedish...he had overheard us talking the day before at pizza hut and told us that we could order meatballs and applecake at his restaurant. But we ordered oxefillet...the restaurant was great and the food even better...the apple cake witch vanilla sauce for dessert was increadibly tasty. So now I am terribly filled up and looking forward to sleep. A nice day today....

Do widzenia!

Nights on the town in Wroclaw

Hello...was out partying last night. Theese pictures are from the previous weekend....anyway. The clubs are great...and of cause very cheep....entrance is about 25 kr....The center of Wroclaw is the place to be at night...there are´nt anything else really...but in the center we have found som great places. I´ve just got up, taken a shower and now I´m heading to a shopping-mall...Some brunch would really hit the spot right now............oh...the people in the pictures are Casper (from Falsterbo), Golnaz (Stockholm) and Ebbs& Hanna (Göteborg).....haha...We bought roses before we went in to a club...people looked funny at us....:)

Do widzenia!